Things not to be published in FB

Like i said in my very first post, there are so many strangers and stranger-like-friends in my FB account...it makes me feel S.I.C.K to post things like: woke up at 7am, late to work, miss my hubby boyfriend, hate the expensive but sucks lunch, feeling horribly lonely and so on. It's like putting a hidden camera in my life, or...more like naked in the public.

So? What shall i do now? Continue digging into other people's businesses in FB? Reading strangers' blog? Arghhh~ I should have known Neow Ti Hooi can't stand a day, not even a single day, being home alone. The worst thing is, i have nobody and nothing to wait for... Normally when im alone in the house, i will go sleep like the world is ending...coz i have aims...eg: three hours later, i have a meeting OR tonight bf is coming back. Now the only thing that i can think of is monday i have to work again. So damn sad.

Feel like wana give up the ultimate goal of my life, which is to be a housewife (not desperate kind of housewife of course). How on earth can i stand this kind of boredom and loneliness? Gosh, maybe i should switch my focus...be a corporate lady instead. Haha. It's not funny.

Promised myself to utilise free time, like this weekend, to read up some books, or come out with a write up, or start learning swimming...but i just couldn't. Maybe i should stop, stop pondering, stop bull-shit blogging...continue the hk series, take a shower, and start, start hypnotizing myself that im independent and im fine to be alone, then start reading. Ya, i should do that. So back to the series first =)

p/s: when there is no one to talk to in the house, i talk to the blog. How pathetic.