FFK

Today, I missed the secondary annual batch gathering, hmm...intentionally? Friends were saying that I ffk-ed them and they even posted on my facebook wall and ringed me during the dinner. Well....as a matter of fact, I was absent, but not without a decent excuse.

Long before CNY one my of friends (whom I haven't met for years) planned it on the facebook like she did every year, but this year she made the announcement much earlier, knowing that people will miss the date due to short notice. I never attended a huge batch gathering ever since I left Ibrahim....reason being: anti-social is part of my gene and I still hate to be labelled and asked questions which I don't like to bother or which I don't think it's qualified as a question. Anyway, this year I considered seriously whether to attend it......and, at last I RSVP-ed the event as "Attending". Reason being: I think I'm much more sociable now and I do believe that I'm a successful person at this age, only in different dimensions as compared to my elite friends.

Unfortunately, or rather, fortunately in other sense...Mr Lee called few days ago and said he wanted to come on the same day. There was once when I brought him to a gathering and one of them was very ill-mannered towards him...I knew some of these people are very proud of their achievements, but this doesn't mean that they can look down on others. Somehow I felt sick that I was in the same school with people like this and I promised myself that this won't ever happen again! Screw these people.

To avoid history repeating itself and leaving boyfriend home alone, I thought there's nothing to lose missing one batch gathering, again. After all, I'm meeting those few true friends very often whenever possible~

I don't like to ffk, but I did today~ I'm only owing apology to the organizer and my jimuis though. Next time, think and plan before you decide something, don't simply ffk, that's the lesson learned. :)